Thomas Meron said, “When the Lord hears my prayer for mercy
(a prayer which is itself inspired by the action of HIS mercy), then he makes
his mercy present and visible in me by moving me to have mercy on others as he has had mercy on me.”
Recently, my eyes have been open to the freedom in
experiencing God’s love. Because of this, it is so much easier to exquisitely
paint a breathtakingly beautiful picture of God’s love to those around me,
because I can relate to those who stand in my once messed up spiritual
circumference. I can feel their pain and it breaks my heart when they ooze
suffering and angst out of every desperate pore in their broken soul. Their
life I could have mirrored-someone trying really hard to survive a cataclysmic
life journey-but for reasons I still don’t understand, I cling to the coattails
of mercy instead.
Because of my recent (and not-so-recent) experiences, the
Lord has granted me the opportunity to see some people, as I truly believe he
sees them. A friend that is hurting, desperate, and vulnerable to society’s
expectations—I have been able to love with such an intense depth that it is
simply indescribable.
Through that friendship, my eyes have been opened and my
heart made full about the kind of God I serve. The amount of overwhelming love,
mercy, and compassion I have for this friend, though sincere, doesn’t even come
close to the love, mercy, compassion, gentleness and grace our heavenly father
has for her—and all his children.
So many people live in spirituality where after every screw
up, mistake, and sin, they feel the need to take part in a sort of spiritual
masochism where they have to remind themselves of the wretch they are, and whip
themselves with a cat-o’-nine-tails. The idea behind this being that maybe,
just maybe after these acts and so many more, God will love them more and they
have redeemed some kind of worth in themselves.
But friends, that isn’t the God of the Bible. The God of the
Bible—MY GOD says “Rise from the dust O Jerusalem. Sit in a place of honor.
Remove the chains of slavery from your neck, O captive daughter of Zion.” (Is.
52:2). How many times have you mercilessly bound yourselves with chains so the
walk toward the throne of mercy is made nearly impossible? Stop drowning
yourself in dirty pools of guilt, shame, and sorrow! Stop being a fool by
trashing your spirit with dung and mire instead of allowing sweet grace to take
shelter where it belongs!
Rise from the dust, O captive one of Zion. Rise from the
dust!
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